WATER

I hate water. I do not like to drink it period. I should drink it but I don't. It makes me live in the bathroom when I partake of it. I also then visit the bathroom instead of sleeping at night and it basically makes me sick to my stomach. I do feel guilty though. MANY people in the world pray for water, NEED clean water so they can LIVE. I have it and don't drink it. GUILT. I love it for a warm bath and cooking though. I don't even ever need to ever swim again in my life. I would not miss it. I once had a patient tell me we need water because we are water. I could lose weight if I drank water I'm told. I agree because I would be puking all the time.sigh. Do you like water??

Anniversary

I am very blessed to be celebrating another wedding anniversary.
We had made it through some extremely tough things without trouble.
It's amazing. We are very very blessed in so many ways. I am most thankful to still have a crush on and be madly in love with my husband.



*WE are not without problems but that is external and not internal. So on this day I won't even name them.

Sigh......

Forgive but don't ever forget because it will happen over and over and over and over..........

I'll be over here........

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doing a 365 photo challenge............

Best times of your life.........

So some people I know where arguing that HIGH SCHOOL is the best years of your life.............I seriously think they are mentally ill. Nothing like living in the past. SICK. Maybe because my teen years and high school years were so awful I can't imagine. I was really messed up emotionally. But the older I get, the happier I get. I am absolutely full of joy. My life is FAR from easy. I have been sick for 4 years. I have lost THREE babies. Friends. The ability to work, my GOGOGOGOGO 24/7. I can't do it anymore. These people are also telling young teens that are struggling that this is the best time of their life. Had I believed that as a teen I would've considered suicide. SERIOUSLY! For some kids teen years are just awful they get through them they get to college and life and BLOSSOM. Just validate that yes you feel awful. Yes it is awful. You can do this you will get through it there are people that love you, you can talk to me anytime and I'll just listen. Don't tell them this is the best years of their lives. Goodness.

Compassion

Watching Oprah '23 yrs later' about AIDS and a gay man in 1987. SOME things have changed, LIFE expectancy for one: YES! Some have not: People are still mean and cruel. What happened to compassion. You don't have to be pro-gay to have compassion, be kind. What is wrong with people. UGH.

Mickey Mouse Clubhouse HOT DOG Song

Part of my EVERYDAY singing with Elijah!