Monday, March 28, 2011

ho hum

Waiting for spring!
So many people I know are suffering so much, it breaks my heart. Especially those who are losing babies. Sigh.Cancer. Illness.ugh Seems everyone we know is getting hit by something. Glad we worship a great big God. Hoping the spring brings new life into everyone.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him.

Psalm 62:5

This Psalm was put to song and is sung by our minister's wife at church. She recorded it and it is on a worship CD. I put this on my ipod. I preciously put it on a playlist for my 'sons' birth, my labor songs on another ipod. This song became a comfort to me. I ended up playing it after almost dying. I played it after every pregnancy loss ....3 in 9 months time...........I still played it when alone to set in solitude to reflect. Nicole died and Lynn sang it at her funeral in no way knowing what it meant to me. "He alone is my rock my salvation He is my fortress and I will not be shaken. Find rest oh my soul in God alone.........."

Sunday, February 13, 2011


How lovely is
Your dwelling place
Oh Lord Almighty,
For my soul longs
And even faints
For You
Oh, here my heart
Is satisfied (is satisfied)
Within Your presence
I sing beneath
The shadow of
Your wings

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(Than thousands elsewhere)

One thing I ask,
And I would seek,
To see Your beauty
To find You in
The place Your glory dwells
(One thing I ask)
One thing I ask
And I would seek,
To see Your beauty
To find You in
The place Your glory dwells

Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(Better is one day)
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere

(My heart and flesh cry out)
My heart and flesh cry out
To You, the Living God
Your Spirit's water to my soul
I've tasted, and I've seen
Come once again to me
I will draw near to You
I will draw near to You
To You

Better is one day
Better is one day
Better is one day
Than thousands elsewhere
(2x)
Better is one day in Your courts
Better is one day in Your house
Better is one day in Your courts
Than thousands elsewhere
(4X)
Yeah, than thousands elsewhere (Yeah)
Oh, than thousands elsewhere


I miss you Nicole.
Riley is beautiful....

Monday, January 24, 2011

Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art
Thou my best thought by day or by night
Waking or sleeping Thy presence my light
Be thou my wisdom and Thou my true word
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord
Thou my great Father, I , Thy true son
Thou in me dwelling and I with Thee one
Riches I heed not nor man's emptly praise
Thou mine inheritance now and always
Thou and thou only first in my heart
High King of heaven my treasure Thou are
High King of heaven my victory won
May I reach heaven's joys, O bright heaven's Sun
Heart of my own heart whatever befall
Still be my vision O Ruler of all

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Nicole


I will miss you more than you would ever imagine. I can not wait to see you again. Til Heaven reunites us..............Godspeed

Monday, January 17, 2011

aaarrrgh

To those who don't like who I am or what I do. Fuck off.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Happy NEW YEAR!!

2011
Resolution
Heal.Deal.Dream.Love.Give.Cook.